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Post by KristianWrights on Jul 9, 2021 2:31:13 GMT
Why was I born into this cult? When I always knew since I was in grade school and high school that I didn’t “belong”. When I knew I would leave at some point in my life. Why did God place me in the PRC? It’s ruined my career choices, my choices to be a mother or not, and a lot of other life changing decisions.
Does anyone else question this?
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Post by excaped on Jul 9, 2021 10:14:32 GMT
If you find out please let me know, I felt the same way growing up. I still can't understand the twist of fate that compelled me to endure the living hell of this cult.
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Post by cannalily on Jul 9, 2021 10:58:40 GMT
Why was I born into this cult? When I always knew since I was in grade school and high school that I didn’t “belong”. When I knew I would leave at some point in my life. Why did God place me in the PRC? It’s ruined my career choices, my choices to be a mother or not, and a lot of other life changing decisions. Does anyone else question this? What an evil thought! You were the chosen one out of all of the darkies in Africa. You should know better. Repent! Or god will harden your heart into eternal damnation like the Pharaoh of Egypt! /Sarcasm |
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Post by tryingtoleave on Jul 16, 2021 18:48:49 GMT
I felt the same way growing up. It was never a question that I would leave some day. I used to get so angry that this was the reality I was born into. However, I made pretty much every financial/ occupational decision with the end goal of leaving.
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Post by enlightened on Aug 2, 2021 0:10:32 GMT
I used to ask this and always wondered how different my life would have been had I not been raised by the cult. I used to be so angry thinking about how many things I missed out on. I had dreams and ambitions as a kid that I was told I couldn’t do because it didn’t work with their beliefs. Who tells a little girl who said she wishes she could be a famous ice skater someday that she couldn’t because they have to compete on Sunday’s. So instead my head was filled with doom and gloom being preached to me, made me feel like like I was worthless.
Maybe I would have made better life choices in my teen years, maybe after I left the cult and was disowned I wouldn’t have fallen into addictions. Who knows? But this was my life and it made me who I am today and I am happy! I feel like everything I’ve been through has made me a kind and open minded person.
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Post by KristianWrights on Aug 3, 2021 2:19:11 GMT
I used to ask this and always wondered how different my life would have been had I not been raised by the cult. I used to be so angry thinking about how many things I missed out on. I had dreams and ambitions as a kid that I was told I couldn’t do because it didn’t work with their beliefs. Who tells a little girl who said she wishes she could be a famous ice skater someday that she couldn’t because they have to compete on Sunday’s. So instead my head was filled with doom and gloom being preached to me, made me feel like like I was worthless. Maybe I would have made better life choices in my teen years, maybe after I left the cult and was disowned I wouldn’t have fallen into addictions. Who knows? But this was my life and it made me who I am today and I am happy! I feel like everything I’ve been through has made me a kind and open minded person. Are we twins? |
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Post by enlightened on Aug 3, 2021 2:26:37 GMT
I used to ask this and always wondered how different my life would have been had I not been raised by the cult. I used to be so angry thinking about how many things I missed out on. I had dreams and ambitions as a kid that I was told I couldn’t do because it didn’t work with their beliefs. Who tells a little girl who said she wishes she could be a famous ice skater someday that she couldn’t because they have to compete on Sunday’s. So instead my head was filled with doom and gloom being preached to me, made me feel like like I was worthless. Maybe I would have made better life choices in my teen years, maybe after I left the cult and was disowned I wouldn’t have fallen into addictions. Who knows? But this was my life and it made me who I am today and I am happy! I feel like everything I’ve been through has made me a kind and open minded person. Are we twins? I haven’t done a DNA test but seeing how we were raised in the same cult we could possibly be related. Being related to literally half the denomination and school I had to marry outside the church to make sure there was no inbreeding |
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Post by KristianWrights on Aug 3, 2021 2:28:26 GMT
I haven’t done a DNA test but seeing how we were raised in the same cult we could possibly be related. Being related to literally half the denomination and school I had to marry outside the church to make sure there was no inbreeding Lm*ao!!!!!!! Haaaaaaa tears |
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Post by KristianWrights on Aug 3, 2021 2:29:36 GMT
Inquiring minds want to know. How is that marriage going
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Post by enlightened on Aug 3, 2021 2:34:41 GMT
Inquiring minds want to know. How is that marriage going Married a non practicing catholic. Together for 17 years, married for 16 with 2 amazing boys aged 14 and 12. |
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Post by KristianWrights on Aug 3, 2021 23:55:16 GMT
Inquiring minds want to know. How is that marriage going Married a non practicing catholic. Together for 17 years, married for 16 with 2 amazing boys aged 14 and 12. Around of clapping!!! Congrats |
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