Post by Hw on Apr 19, 2022 15:31:38 GMT
Look up "City Church Greenville" on YouTube. The newest video, "He is Risen". 1:09:40 is the timestamp.
Thank you to the person who found this info and the timestamp.
How do I put into the words the joy of that moment? It was pure victory for me. Literally, my anger, my sadness and loneliness, my feelings of lingering guilt are all gone! They were not meant for me to carry but some people decided to load them on me anyways. Because of my personality type that wants only to please people and make them happy, I accepted the weight and to please them, added more to the pile. Well, I'm pleased to say that I have shed decades of weight and I am fueled by a passion to help those hurting at the hands of a church, any church, and to show that it's people who caused the pain. God didn't. He wouldn't. Jesus is love, not shunning and humiliation. I'm not sure how everything will fall into place but I know it will, because it's my focus. It doesn't consume my thoughts but it is never far from my thoughts. I needed this baptism for so many reasons and it was a day of joy and victory the likes of which I never could have imagined. HEIDI HUBER WON!!! Everything they did and caused will be turned around and used for good for those others who are hurting but it won't be just for those churches. It will be for any person who carries scars at the hands of a church. You almost won RPCA, almost. I planned to end my life last year on September 27. Look at me now!!! I'm back and so full of life. The future is beautiful and I cannot wait. To everyone who poured love into me and celebrated with me, I cannot thank you enough. I know enough about some of you to know that even atheists were able to see and celebrate my victory. I even had some forum members join me for Easter dinner at my in laws home. I can't remember seeing such a beautiful thing. They welcomed complete strangers to the table and accepted them as they were. My in laws are staunch conservative CRC members. She's a church organist and music director and he helped with starting the Calvin College program in the jail he worked at for decades. They show Christ love to all, even those who don't believe and I love them for it. It truly was far more than words could describe. My past??? That chapter is finished and that book is shelved forever. Now it's time to write a whole new story that fills my soul with what I know is truly good.
Thank you to the person who found this info and the timestamp.
How do I put into the words the joy of that moment? It was pure victory for me. Literally, my anger, my sadness and loneliness, my feelings of lingering guilt are all gone! They were not meant for me to carry but some people decided to load them on me anyways. Because of my personality type that wants only to please people and make them happy, I accepted the weight and to please them, added more to the pile. Well, I'm pleased to say that I have shed decades of weight and I am fueled by a passion to help those hurting at the hands of a church, any church, and to show that it's people who caused the pain. God didn't. He wouldn't. Jesus is love, not shunning and humiliation. I'm not sure how everything will fall into place but I know it will, because it's my focus. It doesn't consume my thoughts but it is never far from my thoughts. I needed this baptism for so many reasons and it was a day of joy and victory the likes of which I never could have imagined. HEIDI HUBER WON!!! Everything they did and caused will be turned around and used for good for those others who are hurting but it won't be just for those churches. It will be for any person who carries scars at the hands of a church. You almost won RPCA, almost. I planned to end my life last year on September 27. Look at me now!!! I'm back and so full of life. The future is beautiful and I cannot wait. To everyone who poured love into me and celebrated with me, I cannot thank you enough. I know enough about some of you to know that even atheists were able to see and celebrate my victory. I even had some forum members join me for Easter dinner at my in laws home. I can't remember seeing such a beautiful thing. They welcomed complete strangers to the table and accepted them as they were. My in laws are staunch conservative CRC members. She's a church organist and music director and he helped with starting the Calvin College program in the jail he worked at for decades. They show Christ love to all, even those who don't believe and I love them for it. It truly was far more than words could describe. My past??? That chapter is finished and that book is shelved forever. Now it's time to write a whole new story that fills my soul with what I know is truly good.